5.21.2014

To Be Sad or Happy?

I used to think that I wrote better sad.  But then 2013 was one hell of a sad one and I didn't write much at all.  Now,  I'm happy and think I should write.  Rather, maybe now I've got something to say.  Or maybe I'm not as distracted as I once was and can go back to talking (writing) shit.  We shall see, won't we?

2.17.2014

With Him

2013 was not the greatest year for me.  I lost two of the most important people in my life - my Mother passed in October.  Earlier in the year, I lost someone I felt was the love of my life.  I spent most of the year mourning that loss.  I was miserable, but somehow, through the haze of pain, I knew things would work out.  I didn't know how things would work out, but I knew they would.  The Universe would make things right; even if I did not know how.  

And at the close of the year, things seem to indicate that 2014 just might be better.  The Universe brought I and my love back together  And the dawn of 2014 cemented that  We are together now  We acknowledge the pain of the past.  And we know, we don't want to go there.  Ever again.


1.23.2014

More Like Hold on to Her/Me

I know, it's been a while, hasn't it?  I'm not going to come up with excuses (I think), but 2013 was a very bad, no good year.  Not only did I lose the love of my life (more on that in a minute), but also my Mother and her sister, my Aunt.  Yeah, it was hard and normally writing about all of those traumas would have been my salvation.  But they weren't and...  Good things happened - like losing weight (and no, it was NOT from the whole losing the boyfriend thing...), but overall, I was happy to see 2013 end.  

Because, at that end, I was back in his arms and had put both Mom and Auntie safely to rest.  Some demons still remain, but it appears that 2014 has put those at bay.  So, not to say I'm back, but I'm feeling human again and willing to share.  Now, the selection below may seem a bit of a downer for someone looking up, but my Man sent it to me last night, because it was how he felt last year, when we were apart.  I won't lie and say that I'm not a sucker for this kind of stuff and my eyes didn't spout plenty of water...  I have not heard of this group or the song, but it's beautiful.  Just remember, don't let her go....